mood

as you know, currently i am busy with lotsa homeworks, so do training and extra classes. it is tiring somehow. but what do i do, that's life. & yes, my mood swings lately, sometimes i do get angry, i do cry, i do missing someone, i don't have moods. sorry for that. and sometimes i can't even laugh & yes faking a smile haha sorry :D i didn't mean to, but i am really tired. & yes, problems are everywhere. it makes me being sombong sometimes. dengan muka tak pernah nak senyum, gelak dgn certain orang je. really sorry guys. i try to be normal back & fix all things up back to normal so i'll have a good condition of life in these upcoming days & new stuffs. agak berat jugak, but well i am growing, need to learn more new things, facing problems by my own. hope everything will going fine after this ;)

school

so far it was fine, but busy with homeworks (for sure) anddd, training stuffs. so do meet new classmates of twenty-ten. so far they were okay. but i am missing my ex-classmates of two-oh-oh-nineeeee! not in the same class anymore, no sounds of their laughters, their jokes, but somehow, thank God we are still in the same school. but probably amalina's recess time is not the same like ours. pity her. besides, there are still friends that i am not that close like i used to with them like before. maybe they're busy.

anddd, yes, one by one leave, making a move. ada yang pindah whatsoever. miss them loads :( taktau bila lagi dapat jumpa, lepak sama, share everything lagi kan. but we'll see, kalau ada rezeki ada lah kan? i think that's all for now. i'll write again soon, thank you for reading ;)



*by the way, i am currently busy so a bit late posting blog. so, sorry :D

Goodbye 2009, hello 2010

it is already 2010? oh myyyyy -.- i still can't face the fact yet & i still can't let 2009 go. but there are things that happened in 2009 that i really really want to throw it away. well, shit happened -__-'

*skip*

*skip*

started with handball, camps & all.

handball - the time where i met Kak Shikin, right? hm i am missing those things too much! :(

camps - our relationships getting stronger & stronger, plus the time where we met more & more seniors. i am missing this moment very much too :(


whatever it is, 2009 is over, here comes 2010. hoping that this year would bring lotsa happiness & joyful moments. but, all the memories in 2009 will never be replaced or forgotten. fullstop!

BBQ at shikinTJ's

It was on the 31st of December 2009, papa dropped me, lina & mok infront of Melati & we walked towards Kak Shikin's house. & yes Mangga was over there. eating alone while waiting for Kak Shikin to finished bathing.

*Skip crap things*


& around 8.30 something plenty of peoples came & joined the BBQ. Pejal, Tasha, Puri, Ony, Haziqah, Don, Kak Azmira, Sheikh, Feeqo, Shameer, Dayat, Luqman, AxrnTorres & bla bla & so do form2 kids. we gathered together for the last time before Kak Shikin is leaving. haih :( it sucks. no matter how, we do still have to keep in touch. I LOVE YOU, I REALLY REALLY DO. THANKS FOR EVERY SINGLE THING, KAKAK.

-Ailin, adik :(