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well thanks for still reading my most boring blog -___-

and here i still want to post another blog eventhough it is boring and quite lame wtv.

so, nowadays there's lotsa things that are bewildering my head up. about exams, friends, parents of course and stuffs. it is do really really deplorable and twirling inside my head. and sometimes it makes my mood on and off. someday, problems come like really lots -____- it toughen me up. but no doubt this is life isn't it. and still, true friends do stick together no matter in thick or thin and they make my life good, thanks friends ;)

well, i just finished my exam. and totally it really sucks -____- now i got 2 D's for history and maths. no wonder lah sejarah always got D haha but i am immensely dissapointed with my maths cause it drops really high from A to D?! OMG -___- and im sure that my parents will be really mad at me. but no doubt again, this exam was totally hard -___- idk where did i made mistakes. haih wtv. and yet, i am still approving myself, my educations and stuffs. i don't want to be jobless in the future i don't want to be a minah rempit or bohsia somehow. in easy way is, i want to be a useful person.

err i think that's all for now cause idk what else to write in here. i will post again some other time. cheerssssss :)

Mid Year Exam

Okay finally Mid Year Exam is here and hell yeah i don't really do studies -____- There is still bunch of chapters from all subjects that i need to improve especially sejarah. I don't like reading, especially historical books. Every night on exam week i will sleep early so that i wouldn't get babble by my mom especially dad haha how stupid -__- but atleast i do did some readings in school. Gahh i think not really. But i think yes i did.

Idk what will happen to my results cause from my observations i think i will get low marks or maybe red pen on it especially sejarah. Eventhough i did read a lot but i am still don't remember and sometimes my head spinning and as i walk by word by word will drop out of my mind. This is seriously insane. I don't want to get babble by my parents ecpecially my teachers. Haih its hard to be genius. Plus, i am not a genius. And thats hard for me to get A's in all the subjects. Gosh. Mama always said that i can do it. Its just because im lazy. Yeah, im lazy. Especially in reading.

Well, lets see what will happen to my results.

pissed off

well, idk why am i writing this but idk who else that i can talk to.

haih idk whats wrong with him cause sometimes i feel like i dont like/even crave talking to him somehow. sometimes he is just being annoying and that makes me goes off. when he talk he just wanted to get mad and all. and day by day i dont like listening him talking whatsoever. and sometimes i wish he is bisu. err nahh i think i'll miss him talking if he is bisu though. but why are you being like this? cant you just talk nicely and respect people like they do have feelings just like you? is it soooo hard for you to understand? well agak lah kan. you want people to respect you even when they are talking to you. but you? we have to give and take. haih idk what happen to you now. you said that im useless and bla3 all shits and you hate seeing my face if my face look like menyampah but hello you think that i will smile eventhough you yell at me? no, i don't and i won't. haih idk what else to say but you pissed me off every day. and i dont fake this

love loves loved?

idk how i could like him. before this, i didnt realize at all. bt its been a while i do saw him in school or should i say we've knew each other for about 2years something and for sure we never talk to each other. i guess -.- some rumors said that he's a very untalkative person. and some rumors said that he's a bit 'sombong'. idk which one is true. bt who knows right. and noww, idk why i could likes him. we started to talked to each other since the training sessions, and again, he didnt talked a lot! or maybe again i should say that he's nt talking at all -_____-' others seems veryyy talkative and friendlyyy but when it comes to him it seems -____-' hurghh booorrrrinnnggggg -.- bt i think he's a very high quality in quiet ahaha actually i likes him because he's kind. not because of his face bt i think he is not really that perfectly handsome, maybe? bt i think it is true that 'A' said that 'he' said he didnt likes me. just being friends. bt that time where by 'F' said that he likes me. and when i looked at him, he seems very shyyy because that 'kids' were doing some ejek ejek something haha err about the 'A' said, i am a bit dissapointed ecehh :D bt i think i've made a decision that i would not like him too much and just remain friends :)

last day of fight for bola baling

today was the last day for our team to struggle for the bola baling because our school lost for 3-0 of perempuan air panas and 5-1 of wangsa maju zon R1. we didn't expect that we're being removed from the competition but at least we do won as the johan antara kumpulan on monday. alhamdulillah lah kan. although we didn't won today's games, we do worked for it as best as we can and that's all we can get. but but, today was the best day ever! there's lotsa things that happened today unexpectedly! which makes me go boom! ahaha :D seriously i won't forget today. all my 'crush' eceh :D was there to see us play ahaha idk what else to say. i even got chance to sit beside and even talked to himsss ahaha *lebih dari sorg :)) hahaha i do really really can't forget the things that we did today :) especially youu :D idk why i've a crush on you! OMG! the best part is when we sat together and you passed me the (something) :D and while sitting together awwwwwwww how i melt ahaha err i think that's all cause i can't story everything's here, (rahsia tetap rahsia) :D

traininggg

okay, today was quite happening because its raining haha plus haziqah also being something like setan hahaha first of all, around 3 something we reached school and waited for everybody to come. err i mean just the bola baling's players. and suddenly, alif went to sat infront of me and beside kak najlaa and started to called me 'jen' and hell yeah thats my brother's nick name. while at that moment, i was feeling sooo sleepy and i am truly yawning haha and i started to keep quiet and never stop asking kak najlaa and haziqah when are we gonna start the training? or else im going to sleep haha and i didnt expect that my brother was playing with the ball like crazy people with wearing his baju sekolah and carrying his bag and like alif said, "cuba kau tgk abg kau tu, da macam org iban dah aku tgk" hahaha


we've waited for a long longg time and luckily nabilla and lyna and also kak farah were starting to train on passing the ball to each other. and my brother, was laughing at me while im dancing on the court whithout wearing shoes hahaha :D i thought nobody saw me dancing hahaha then kak najlaa started to stand and we started to train. but before that we've to complete 1 whole turn of the field. while running, err i mean jogging, haziqah and kak najlaa started to sing and which idk what song is it. err actually i know but i can't remember the lyrics -.- and nabilla started to say "weh tukar lagu tukar lagu" haha and i expected the song that i likee but unfortunately haziqah started to sing the 'wilayah persekutuan song' haha hah layan je lah. then we started to sing together while completing 1 whole turn hahaha we were singing and laughing while jogging like hell! it was awesome! hahaha

after completing the 1 whole turn, we started to do the body warm up and started to play. haziqah asked us to try and shoot the ball to the goal. and luckily i did it! *kening kening hahaha then we started to play. under15 vs under18 hell yeah u18 tak cukup org haha terpaksa lah ktorg sedekah pemain cehh hahaha while playing, haziqah as usual was shouting to any player if we do not play well. and we started to play and play and play and while the goal keeper was going to took the ball thats getting farrrr away, i was dancing like hell and nasib baik tak jatuh terlentang hahaha because the field are full with mud OMG -.- and while playing jugak, kak najlaa and me were struggling the ball until she tergolek in the mud and her butt and her legs were totally fulled with mud haha sorry kak najlaa! :D then while playing again, nasib baik lagi sekali i didnt fall into the mud cause it is too slippery hahaha thambi was just looking and laughing at me -.- nvm

and the storm was getting louder and louder and we end the training a bit early. we were washing our pants, tudungs, bajus and whatsoever and azri(goal keeper u18 boys) was washing his hair, i think 1 whole body like he never saw water for a zillion yearss hahaha and we washed and washed and washed then we planned to go back home. lyna doesnt want to go home early and me, i wanted to go home early because i wanted to see spaQ! hahaha and i asked kak syikin to send me back home. then i ride a motorcycle with her. it was sooo cold! and it is still raining haih but what ever it is, thanks kak syikin :)

melt crush boom hahaha

ok look, idk where to start actually haha

ok ok lets see....-.- err
haa okay, idk whether he knows or not but i hope and i think he do not know cause i don't want him to know hahaha just now, while in school, he is sooo adorable hahaha idk how to explain -.-

but just now, when me nabilla and lyna were waiting for the bus to come, we were having some conversations and chit chatting about everything i guess but most of it was about crush hahaha sshhh! -.- suddenly, a boy riding a motorcycle passed thru and he throws a smile OMG im melting here remembering the tragedy hahaha OMG OMG! hehe :D i thought he was 'sombong' because he don't bother about the 'things things' even though we're in 'things things' hehe :D but i think he's not haha hehe hoho :D haih u make my world go round! grr hahaha aww hehe but i don't put a high hopes towards him. maybe :D err i think thats enough for now hehe :D

bare in ur mind

here's a fact that u must know about something. i ain't pretty neither a hottie and i live my life with my own kind of way and style plus i don't simply go and judge people when it's not true about them.

okay lets start, i am just being who i am and i don't be someone who i couldn't be. i do talk a lot when times ask me to talk haha but i also do a lot of hearing when times ask me to hear hahaha but i can be really talkative with someone who i am really comfortable with but not all type of people. when im being talkative with u then u would say that i am really comfortable with u. it is not. maybe u're just close to me at that time. but u can see that i am really really comfortable with my best friends. and of course we will create havoc haha err quiet? oh especially with strangers. exactly! i don't know why i am really quiet with strangers but i think it is not something weird. lots of people also like me right? haha but when some kind of people do having some mind sickness err i mean sekepala haha i can be friendly and talkative all of a sudden. it is because i like to be friend with someone who can be making friends hehe :D so get to choose ;)

and now, i just want to know, why some people loveeeee making up stories which is not true? is it sooooooo lovable? no i don't think so. i tell u what, sometimes peoples just talk whatever they want about us. but when it comes to things which is not true and makes people hate people, it is totally undeniable thing that we have to bring this up. yeah i admit that it is ur mouth and it is up to u to say whatever u want to say but pls do stop making up rumors. sometimes people do act over and they don't realize it. so do you. u can't simply judge people by the way they act especially by the way they look. not all type of human beings that we can simply judge them. what if u were in their shoes? what would u say if they never stop making a lots of fucked-up rumors about u? u would or probably knocked their head off or maybe u would just crack their heads against the wall isnt it? it is just the same thing that they felt when u're talking things that is not true about them. so bare in ur mind that we can't simply judge people all the way we want ;)

love story love letter wtv

first and foremost, i want to let you know that this is not a protest or wtv bla3=

i just want to tell you a thing or something. idk whether u're exist or not. but i think u do exist. when the first time we got to know each other, u're so kind like hell. and idk how i can or accidently fall in love with u. smone who i didn't know or even meet. i know this is crazy but i know and i trust that im not the only one who did fall in love with smone idk or even meet or should i call stranger. but thats the fact. it's quite a while since we started to know each other. and started to fall in love. and i think i don't have to story everythings here. and i know some of u already know about this.

i tell u what, for the first time we've been in hand, i know that u're the guy that im looking for all this while. and no one can replace u. and it was true. but im totally wrong. u started to change and change until idk who u really are. u're not the one that can hear my problems, the one that supports, the one that taking care of me all this while even though we never meet each other. but to me, u're just say it in words. not by actions. all u know is talk talk talk and talk. u said that u have nothing to do with them lah bla3 wtv shit that u're talking about. wtv lah kan -.- and if u are reading this, the worst thing is, u're not by my side in time i need u the most. idk where u are, where have u been. u treat me like i have no feelings. u said that u have feeling and i do hurt u a lot, but u didn't even think of me, the hurt that i hold all this while. i also have feelings. im human too, just like u. haih wtv -.-

and now, i won't disturb u and this time i am really serious about this and i do mean it. thanks for everything. but now i am erasing u and forgetting everything. those wordssss, times that we shared tgether, the memoriessss. im sorry but this time i really really have to be serious and i know u don't even care haha i got it ;) take care, man ;)

haha

today, 2nd march

me and nab were planning to go to kl to buy some thing. in the morning, nab came to my house around 10 then she was kebas-ing my curry puff haha it was her normal behaviour because she said that the curry puff was nice haha wtv lah kan. and then around 10.30 we were out from my house and walked to the taxi stand to pick a taxi. and while waiting, nab was having some trouble with her 'wedges' hahaha then we were up to setiawangsa lrt station. when we reached there, there's a 'pengawas skola rendah' bak kata nana haha and some other friends. we just make don't know cause we're not that close to them. one of them was looking at me like hell. wtf mann! mampos tak layan -.- then we just walked to the counter to buy tickets.

then while waiting the lrt to come, we were laughing like hell and nab never stop climbing here and there sitting all over every where haha then suddenly an indian guy came while talking to the phone. dia ckp sepatah haram pn ktorg tak faham hahaha then nab was laughing idk why lah budak ni kan haha then inside the train, she was looking at the indian guy which i said her part time 'boyfriend' hahaha then dah smpai klcc, we went to the money changer. nab tukar duit singapore 100 then dpt 200++ duit malaysia. woah! such a lots of moneyy haha then we walked and walked and walked straight to pavi then walked walked and walked until nab's foot gets hurt haha then she wanted to go and buy a flip flops. then we went in the paul frank. choose choose and choose then paid already and out from that shop. then next we went into nose because nab wants to buy a watch. okay lah but i was getting uncomfortable because i didn't found my pants yet. then we were up to sg wang. on the way thru, there's a guy selling the tikus mainan which makes nab soo scared hahahahaha and while passing thru, nab never stop pulling me and she's like running away hahaha silly nab!

then, in sg wang, we saw the shop that i wanted to buy my pants and suddenly tkde the type that i want. OMG! and next we went into parkson. one of the guys dkt situ mcm pundek. nab rajin melayan. da la ckp aku pakai seluar tido kepale hotak dia ah kan hahaha then we walked and walked until we got lost hahaha dah la tktau jalan keluar from sg wang. tak ingat masuk dr mana smpai buat one whole turn 360degree hahaha bodoh je -.- then up to lot10. went into the shop then seluar pulak tkde. dah tak tahan then we went back to pavi for having lunch. lapar nk mampos. then we sat and eat then we went to j.co. in the j.co, nab had fall in love with 2 of the guys whoa sekali 2 hahaha dah la endon haha kt sini boleh la cintan cintan balik endon bercucuk tanam hahahahaha

then we started to walked back to klcc. it was tiring -.- then we went into everlast because nab wanted to buy her school shoes. i was like her mother because im the one who check whether the size fits her or not hahaha wtv lah kan -.- then we went into i-setan and parkson and i saw one of the baju idk what to call it haha it is nice. then i bought it. nab sponsor 20 haha thanks nab! :) then i started to talked about a cap. and nab had fall in love with one of the cap from padini authentics hahaha then she bought it. then out form i-setan and next we went to buy my pants and luckily ada! haha thank god! then jalan jalan tgk jam. its quite cheap. 3 for RM46. ok lah kan. we bought it 3. one for me one for nab and one for evon ;)
then we planned to go home. already tired! never stop walking -.- then thats it lah haha what a wonderful day to remember :) im gonna miss the moment. what ever it is, thanks for everything nab :) i love you, friend :) muah muah :*