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well thanks for still reading my most boring blog -___-

and here i still want to post another blog eventhough it is boring and quite lame wtv.

so, nowadays there's lotsa things that are bewildering my head up. about exams, friends, parents of course and stuffs. it is do really really deplorable and twirling inside my head. and sometimes it makes my mood on and off. someday, problems come like really lots -____- it toughen me up. but no doubt this is life isn't it. and still, true friends do stick together no matter in thick or thin and they make my life good, thanks friends ;)

well, i just finished my exam. and totally it really sucks -____- now i got 2 D's for history and maths. no wonder lah sejarah always got D haha but i am immensely dissapointed with my maths cause it drops really high from A to D?! OMG -___- and im sure that my parents will be really mad at me. but no doubt again, this exam was totally hard -___- idk where did i made mistakes. haih wtv. and yet, i am still approving myself, my educations and stuffs. i don't want to be jobless in the future i don't want to be a minah rempit or bohsia somehow. in easy way is, i want to be a useful person.

err i think that's all for now cause idk what else to write in here. i will post again some other time. cheerssssss :)

Mid Year Exam

Okay finally Mid Year Exam is here and hell yeah i don't really do studies -____- There is still bunch of chapters from all subjects that i need to improve especially sejarah. I don't like reading, especially historical books. Every night on exam week i will sleep early so that i wouldn't get babble by my mom especially dad haha how stupid -__- but atleast i do did some readings in school. Gahh i think not really. But i think yes i did.

Idk what will happen to my results cause from my observations i think i will get low marks or maybe red pen on it especially sejarah. Eventhough i did read a lot but i am still don't remember and sometimes my head spinning and as i walk by word by word will drop out of my mind. This is seriously insane. I don't want to get babble by my parents ecpecially my teachers. Haih its hard to be genius. Plus, i am not a genius. And thats hard for me to get A's in all the subjects. Gosh. Mama always said that i can do it. Its just because im lazy. Yeah, im lazy. Especially in reading.

Well, lets see what will happen to my results.

pissed off

well, idk why am i writing this but idk who else that i can talk to.

haih idk whats wrong with him cause sometimes i feel like i dont like/even crave talking to him somehow. sometimes he is just being annoying and that makes me goes off. when he talk he just wanted to get mad and all. and day by day i dont like listening him talking whatsoever. and sometimes i wish he is bisu. err nahh i think i'll miss him talking if he is bisu though. but why are you being like this? cant you just talk nicely and respect people like they do have feelings just like you? is it soooo hard for you to understand? well agak lah kan. you want people to respect you even when they are talking to you. but you? we have to give and take. haih idk what happen to you now. you said that im useless and bla3 all shits and you hate seeing my face if my face look like menyampah but hello you think that i will smile eventhough you yell at me? no, i don't and i won't. haih idk what else to say but you pissed me off every day. and i dont fake this